2008-02-09 :: for my sweet guys!
It's soooo hot. I cannot sleep. The night is long, and sultry. I can see my naked reflection in my dressing mirror. and my body glistens from the hot night air. I long for a cool night breeze and walk to the balcony. As I hold the rail, there is no gentle air. I look out upon the city and hear its nearly silent voice. The sky is bright with stars and the night heat oppresses me. There is no relief from the constant sweat that trickles down between my breasts and onto my belly. I look at your photo on my nightstand and our bed beckons me, and for a moment the coolness of the pillow makes me smile, and my mind begins to wander. I imagine you laying next to me, slowly caressing me. I imagine your lips on my body. I lay on our bed, and I think of this morning and being awakened by your naked body, your cock, your hands, your mouth. The urgency of sex. Was it only a dream? My imagination? The heat makes me so tired, I cannot think. I try to remember you, my lover, my only. I can hear soft music waft in through my open window, and it surrounds me with more thoughts of you. How I need you here to rescue me. Where are you???? The heat is so constant, so penetrating. I try, and try, to escape and find comfort, but it is unending and all I want to think of is your touch. Again, our balcony promises a cool breeze, but there is none. I gaze at the stars in the night sky, and I hear the music play the same song the first night we made love. I think of our nights together, and my eyes close. I can see you in my mind. I can hear the traffic below in the street. My knees are weak and I feel that warm deep tingle between my legs. My pussy lets my fingers begin their familiar dance, and I feel my moistness My fingers slide over my swollen lips. They know this dance well. My clit yearns for that fire only you can ignite in my body. I long for your touch, to sooth my ache that lingers in my breasts, to caress my nipples , softly, leaving me wanting..more, and more. I need to feel your hard cock against me. pushing into me, feeling its girth, its length, its own heat and its need to penetrate me and steal the heat of the night. I need to feel your release inside me..That hot single explosion that wilI push me away from the heat of the night and give me relief, and release. I cannot bear to be without you inside me. But there is no relief or release There is only the neverending heat of the night alone, without you..Where are you? Why have you gone?? FIND ME!! RESCUE ME! SAVE ME!!!!!
